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| your utter distaste at the mere sight of me is nothing compared to the self-loathing and hatred i have for myself. you cannot hurt me nearly as effectively as i hurt myself. earlier this week someone wrote to me in an e-mail, "it’s not very easy to insult you, is it?" i replied, "you can’t come up with something i haven’t already thought of." i am a fat girl. self-esteem doesn’t live here, there is no sense of olsen self-worth. there are many glimmers of olsen hope, a knowledge that deep-down inside, behind the emotional baggage and under olsen the layers of fat, there is someone worth loving, knowing and befriending. but that small portion of sparkling wonderfulness gets buried a bit deeper everyday. it goes deeper with each ’why bother’ glance of people at the gym. deeper still with the strange looks from waiters when you order a salad and a diet coke. |
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